There are many reasons I am not happy. One is that I feel as if I am trapped like a rat, trapped in a place owned by my parents and I feel as if I am still under their thumb. I have been here for over ten years and have been griping about the situation for six. (On various blogs) I recognize this restlessness for what it is; a NEED to alter the very way I am currently living. Seriously? Even six more months of this and I will go bonkers.
I am also 34 years old, haven't been out on a date for ...years. To be blunt, I have been infected by lust. Well, I AM 34, you go do the biology. There is just a raging inferno in my heart and quite possibly my loins. Ok, ok, too much information. The dating pool around here is very shallow. Out of the 6500 people that live here, most are families or other ineligible people. A lot are kids. Some are old. Some are too religious . Or otherwise not suitable for me. So ....that brings the total to about maybe 200 people. Maybe. Believe me, the genetic pool in Scab-town is shallow and should be chlorinated.
I simply am trying to better my life. I actually am thinking of moving to Pennsylvania. Or South Carolina. ;)
O_O oooooooooooooooooo SC - woot!
I think you need to print out all your writings and categoize them by subject, ponderings, etc... def check into getting some of your stuff published =) HUGS!
Posted by: Jules | 12/18/2009 at 06:37 AM